I guess it is time

I have always said everything has gone so well with the move over here, we both have good jobs and life is good in general. I have kind of been waiting for something to go poopsies because it has just been too easy in a way (touch wood!).

Well I think the time has come for something to not work out the way we want it, and it is the #@!! house and the new bidders I am talking about. I have been really angry and annoyed about the whole thing today, not happy at all! But I am starting to let go of it now, not that we have lost the bidding just yet but it feels kind of hopeless. But at least we can make sure we bid to the bitter end to make the others pay as much as possible =) Bad karma I know but I cant help it. And probably there is something better for us out there but I still feel sad that this wont be ours. We havent decided just how much more it is worth to us, mainly because we thought we had it nicely wrapped up in a box for us, before the other !@#%'s decided to join the party.

But I am starting to let go of it. And there are more important things in life than an old shabby house in Helmut, I just have to remind myself sometimes. I wonder when I will have let go completely...?